Thank You, my Dear God

My dear God,

I come to you, I come to tell you about my story, even though I know that you're already know every single thing, every single though I've done in my life.

I am sad. I am doomed, God.

I don't blame You. I just feel insecure and now I think I'm lost, God.

Show me you way, I believe I have my own way to happiness.

Like my previous talk with you, I want to be strong. I want to be tough.

And if it is your way to make me tough, to make me strong, I believe I can.

This sin I've done before, I regret it, but I believe that I have a lesson to be learned.

Thank you for always give me great lessons of life, God.

I love you, even though I couldn't love you the way you love me.

Pathetic

I'm craving for your love, please love me back.

Stop Dreaming

Maybe I should stop dreaming.
Maybe all those things are enough for me.

But the more you give, the more I want from you.

I want to scream, out loud and tell you.
"Please stop giving" or "If you don't mind, please give me more, and more, until you're dying because of giving me all you have."

I want the second statement to be spoken by you, soon.

I Miss You

A warning sign:
I missed the good part then I realized
I started looking and the bubble burst
I started looking for excuses

Come on in,
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you, so

A warning sign:
You came back to haunt me and I realized
That you were an island and I passed you by
And you were an island to discover

Come on in
I've gotta tell you what a state I'm in
I've gotta tell you in my loudest tones
That I started looking for a warning sign

When the truth is, I miss you
Yeah the truth is, that I miss you so
And I'm tired I should not have let you go

Ooooooooooooooooo

So I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms
And I crawl back into your open arms
Yes I crawl back into your open arms


Thanks to Coldplay to create such a painful song like this, for me. :c

Love from the past

How far will you go for a love that you forget?