Happy Birthday Vita!

Selamat Ulang Tahun Mama!

Hari ini, 13 Desember 2011, Mama saya berulangtahun yang ke 51 tahun! Hore!


Mungkin hubungan gue sama mama itu gak terlihat sebagai ibu-anak, lebih ke temen. Karena itu, kita sering banget berantem. Cuma karena hal kecil kadang, kayak mama lagi kumat tekanan darah tingginya, gue yang lagi PMS, dll. And do you know what? I always do feel that maybe, she loves my brother much more than me. But it doesn't really matter anymore, all I know is that every time I'm crying, my mouth automatically calls her name. Every time. I know that I'm not as beautiful as you are, as you were, when you were young. I know you're upset because I'm fat, I don't reflect your appearance. And I know that it's because you just want me to be the best. I'm still trying, Mom. I always.. (Agh! My eyes getting wet) 

Selamat Ulang Tahun, Dinda!

Hehe, maaf postnya terlambat sebulan lebih. Jadi, tepat 29 September 2011 lalu, temen gw yang paling sinting ulang tahun. Namanya Dinda Widya Permata, panggilannya Dinda. Dia adalah bungsu dari tiga bersaudara yang semuanya perempuan. Asal daerahnya sih Lampung, tapi percaya nggak percaya, dia asli orang Jawa. Pasti ga nyangka kan? :)) Well, daripada ujungnya gw jadi merangkum riwayat hidup dia, mending gw cerita surprise dan perayaan ulang tahun dia kemarin.

Jadi, seperti biasa, gw dan temen-temen pura-pura lupa dengan ulang tahun Dinda (lagu lama berkumandang kembali). Tapi, kita bersikap seperti biasa dan tetep berinteraksi (BBM, SMS, ngobrol). Nah, waktu itu dia kosannya ada di lantai 2, which is tangganya bikin yang lewat berasa kayak lagi berpetualang layaknya Indiana Jones (oke, gw lebay). Jadi, maksud kita waktu itu, karena ada yang bertugas mengelabui dan beli kue, kita mau  mancing dia supaya turun ke ruang tamu bawah karena ada dua temen cowok; Imam dan Galih.

21

Another birthday post from me. Hehehe.

I'm grateful yet this might be my saddest birthday, ever.

I know they do not mean to do this, but yes, I'm disappointed.

My Dad call me to say happy birthday and promise to call me again since my Mom wanted to congratulate me too. But yes, no more calls until now.

And someone is really disappointing. How could that person give me something that belongs to that person-whom-I-hate-the-most. I love that it's something that person give me, but I can't deny that I'm really sad that that person give me something that related to that God-damned person.

I don't know. Maybe it takes time.

Anyway, I got nude lipstick, crayon eye liner, and a cardigan this year. hehehe, thanks to my best friends! 

I am officially 21 and it's legal to do so many things! ~

wish me a very happy year!