I'm Bu-sy

Hello world,

Lately I'm drowning in the business. Yes, I am so busy that I rarely open and update my blog. My business are:

1. I'm still doing my internship as HSE Admin (I just happen to know that from one of the staff when there was an induction. I was being introduced as that). As usual, I'm doing the translation and reformatting job there. It's not boring anyway, and lately I'm getting used to the environment here. I'm starting to feel more comfortable with the coworkers and just today, I was having lunch together with other 5 female coworkers. :D
2. I'm also busy with the NACASA Project, FYI, I'm the creative director of a fashion brand name NACASA. You can visit it here. We're going to join the NEXT LEVEL by RESVOGUE on 27-29 January 2012 at Sampoerna Strategic. So, if you're free please come and join us there!
3. And I'm still STUCK on my past internship report. Grr. My guidance counselor sucks. No, I don't say that he's bad. He's good, he even suggest me many materials for the report, but... Err.. We're time-constrained, but he still insists to be soo picky. Please, Sir. :(
4. And in 2012, finally I'm starting to enjoy being by my own. Yes. No more sad, sorrow, or any gloomy things anymore. I'm finally free. And I'm happy to declare that I'm happy! :D And now I can enjoy myself and not depends on anyone just to be happy.
5. Later, I'll post my resolution, since on 2011 I didn't have any. Well, I was such a wreck in 2011. Let's start fresh for 2012! Woohoo!

Hugs and Kisses,

When will I see you again?

When will I see you again?
You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said,
No final kiss to seal any seams,
I had no idea of the state we were in,

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and a heaviness in my head,

But don't you remember?
Don't you remember?
The reason you loved me before,
Baby, please remember me once more,

When was the last time you thought of me?
Or have you completely erased me from your memory?
I often think about where I went wrong,
The more I do, the less I know,

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

When will I see you again? 

Letters to You (Part. 1)

Dear You,

How are You there? Are you fine? Are you eating well? How's life there? Do you miss me?

I'm fine here, like a real... Fine. At least I'm still alive and can fake a smile almost everyday. I keep thinking of you every minutes of my life here, can't even think clear sometimes. Did I ever crossed your mind? Because for me it happens all the time. I know that you must be busy there with all your work, so please take care of your health and mind. Avoid being exhausted too many times and eat regularly, and healthily.

If you don't mind, I would like to tell you about my life here, living alone but hopefully never gets lonely. I'm now on my 5th semester and the college life is getting busier than ever. Since the batch 2010 are already here, so the campus is getting crowded. I'm so happy to meet another people from the same hometown . Then, This semester's subjects are also interesting, though we got so many assignments then :( .

Oh, before I forget, looks like I will be able to visit you in the end of January 2011 or in February 2011. I'm thrilled just to think that I'm going to meet you! Pray for my arrival there, please. *finger crossed*

Last thing I need to say to you is:

Please never forget about me, because the worst thing for me is not being lonely, it's being forgotten by someone you could never forget.

*This letter is an open-letter which means that "You" can be everyone, but also can be no one (imaginary)