Homesick

You're in a better place, I've heard a thousand times
And at least a thousand times I've rejoiced for you
But the reason why I'm broken, the reason why I cry
Is how long must I wait to be with you

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

Help me Lord cause I don't understand your ways
The reason why I wonder if I'll ever know
But, even if you showed me, the hurt would be the same
Cause I'm still here so far away from home

I close my eyes and I see your face
If home's where my heart is then I'm out of place
Lord, won't you give me strength to make it through somehow
I've never been more homesick than now

I miss my parents...

Random Shots

Talking of photography things, at first I wasn't interested at all. During my holiday in Palembang, it just turned out that night when my dad bought a prosumer Nikon camera. Haha, it is still in a very good condition, minus the battery. So, when I saw this Yashica 35-ME camera, it really fits my imagination about a vintage yet fashionable camera. So I just ask my dad to give the camera and one roll of expired film, the here it is: experimental shots by me. Some of them were being taken by my friend; Vita and my boyfriend; Yoko. I'm sorry for the blurs, well I'm a beginner. :)

I use this camera, anyway.

Shops near Megahria (Pasar 16 area)

Taking shots of myself (Punti Kayu)

The pristine one, taken by Yoko

Old coffee table (my backyard)

Rusty (my backyard)

View from the back yard

My backyard, taken from my mom's room

White orchid

me in the front yard

My puppets (my room)