Thank You, my Dear God

My dear God,

I come to you, I come to tell you about my story, even though I know that you're already know every single thing, every single though I've done in my life.

I am sad. I am doomed, God.

I don't blame You. I just feel insecure and now I think I'm lost, God.

Show me you way, I believe I have my own way to happiness.

Like my previous talk with you, I want to be strong. I want to be tough.

And if it is your way to make me tough, to make me strong, I believe I can.

This sin I've done before, I regret it, but I believe that I have a lesson to be learned.

Thank you for always give me great lessons of life, God.

I love you, even though I couldn't love you the way you love me.